Quietness

first of all, sorry for being quiet in this blog...

i realize that if anyone was checking/reading my blog i've been quiet for long enough to GUARANTY that they have definitely stopped checking in...

how hard it is to break bad habits... (i think of smokers...) how easy it is to fall away from good practices (in my life i can instantly think of 5 things without breaking a sweat, not to mention that gym membership...)

I wonder how long it would take us to sorely miss things if they went quiet in our lives... TV, family, spouses, always being busy, food, money, insert your response here...

also, after we got over the shock of missing something, i wonder what i would actually not miss anymore...

the crazy question is why don't i dismiss the items i really wouldn't miss anymore/that really should be quiet in my life?